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All songs copyright control. (p)+(c) Konstantin 2002-2003.

Enemy because you showed me I was half what I could be You were all that I was when I was true So I sing for you
I'm sailing at half mast The sea was my Indian giver
Part of me was a sea shanty Pale limpid and watery Was put to rights with some sound advice No mermaid martyr me
I'm as empty as pockets of rock as the tide Pulled away
If I'm half what I should be Still more than I was before And if I'm more than I could be Still half what we were


The internal life of animals is something I know Are you waiting to leave? Are you packing to go? Cover tracks; make your camp here Draw the crossbow to your chest And with the calibrated arrow give me the rest
See the beast rising upwards to the heat and raging flies From the stream that knows no better than the carcass
The internal life of animals is something I know Are you waiting to leave? Are you packing to go? Cross the lines; cross your heart twice Put the heart crossways on me Be the hunted and the hunter, in symmetry
And the beast is beholden to the words that sing its life And the song will make a rattle of the carcass
There is nothing left, none to feed relations No one left, none to mow the lawns
Quantify love; tell me I'm wrong Show the ledger Quantify me, tell what you see
The internal life of animals is something I know Make friends with all your old selves And let them go


I have a fever on my mind That is all I know Leave your possessions at my door They'll be fine
Bloody lows, bloody highs Bloody lows, bloody highs
I have a creature on my mind That is all I know Make your confession at my door That is fine
Bloody lows, bloody highs Bloody lows, bloody highs
I need to see your house from mine
I have a creeper in my mind That is all I grow Now lay your clothes upon my floor You are fine
Close the behind you Close the door I'll mind you You're fine now You're fine here
Get a wide range, got a small view I'm behind you


From a plane full of people who were listlessly eating And
wordlessly sinking to the world of the working In full on rush hour traffic, welcome home
From a room with computers, in a yes and a no day From a street filled with houses, through a deja vu doorway Where someone that I knew once held a key
It's the end of the road for me
With a gin rummy tongue and the motor still running my Carbonate lungs to the edge of the sea
How come the lights are on if the motor's off?
So tired


You walked in, I knew you to see So we began, on my part clumsily And that wet strand clinging to your face Well I almost brushed it away But it's not my place, being a near stranger That is the danger in being The most beautiful one I ever nearly knew Suddenly I'm full of you
How does that happen? How does it?
Then later, when I can't sleep I'm found walking a 6am street And I'm thinking; thinking of your hand And a gesture, completely unplanned But it's not my place; pardon my intrusion I'm horribly human when seeing The most beautiful one I've ever hardly known So another bird has flown
How did that happen? How did it?
Tired of wanting what I can't own; tired of watching from home Tired of looking for the right words; tired of singing without being heard
How did this happen?


It's a lonely stretch of road that has few signposts Observation is a lonely science Its reward in the findings
It's the way of the world, the way of the world Order, any order, as we see it Is a story of inquiry Exactitude
Every story is a river of subjective Beauty can be found in each spring And in the curve of a ring
It's the way of the world, the way of the world Order, any order, as we know it Is a story of inquiry Exactitude
It's the way of the world, the way of the world Numbers, any numbers that you know of Is a tower to the power Of exactitude
The history of love has not been written Just the history of its thieves That is history's brief

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